I had been with a guy, who was matched along so well with me in many terms, most of the aspects... We love each other so dear... Only obstacle in this relationship is, we were pushers, we never let each other in peace while we fight... We pushed and pushed for our reasons to be heard even it proved almost every times, it wouldn't end well but we could not stop. We both seeked to be right, to be accepted, we didn't know that's the way to make it even unacceptable. We both accused that we tell the truth or our feeling...in fact, we wanted our reasons to win and accepted.

We never changed a bit because it's like mirror to mirror... what we did reflect endlessly. I learned that for this to be stop, I had to admit it's my fault, I did it desperately to make the fighting time to pass because I cannot endure. When I did this, he took it as I was a trouble, a cancer in this relationship. He broke up with me just everytime said he could not take someone who cannot admit their fault quick enough. It's painful for him to have to explain to me difficultly what is right or wrong.
Once in a while, I told him, I admit because it could not end if I'm not, he called me a 'Liar' and got worse.

In my angle, I was the savior of relationship and in his, he's the one who never did wrong. There is no such thing called 'Halfway'.

I'm giving in, letting him go, don't like being the wrong one every times...

He's giving in, letting me go, don't like being the victim of my bad every times...

Do you think there still any hope?