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Dear All,
I was diagonosed to have Schizophrenia in 2009 after I went to retreat class for 7 days at Suan Mokkh in Chaiya , Suratthani, South of Thailand.
Around the 5th date in the class when I was meditating, there was something happened to me, my head was forced to open mouth widely and turn my face up then I saw the light flew from the sky into my mouth for a few secs. After that day I hear the voices talk to me.
After the class I went home, my family brought my to the Srithanya Hospital(Mental sickness hospital). A couple weeks after that I went back to work in Toronto and also went to Toronto East General Hospital. I met with the Dr. Wayne Cambell and Patti Hamilton, RN at department of Psychiatry. I had medications for years and the voices had gone.
I went back to Thailand in 2012 and stay for few months, the voices come back and talk to me like there are about five people talk to me. They are very kind and made me laugh everyday.
A couple years after that there are more people talk to me and I heard from them that they are human I knew in Thailand. Some of them talk to me like they are group of people are trying to test my body, some people lie about their names and always angry and screaming when they cannot get what they want. some people show me that they can control my bodies every functionalities include organs inside my body, for example my heart beating they can changed to many rates, they almost stop my heartbeat, breathing also hurt my organs inside my body. they hurt my brain, make me cannot sleep for many nights, they sent many terrible scarely pictures to me, they send me a big death worm to my room.
Last night on 5th December 2015 they test my body badly, some good voices told me they killed 5 people who meditate for long time and trying to save my life and my cousin. they test my body by hurt my vagina also threatening me that they sent cancer cells into my body and send a lot of
ugly cancer pictures to scare me. I felt like they was putting many things into my vagina and it was very hurt. they told me they were putting many bad things into my ass through intestine also and I felt hurt in my ass along through intestine and some organs inside my body allnight.
They made my ear was very hurt for two times. the first time many months ago there was water came out for ear a lot and very hurt have to went to the doctor, and they hurt it again last night.
In this morning(6th December 2015) there was a woman voice was very angry and screaming. She told me she want to kill me, I was trying to ask her name many times, finally she told me her name is Windy Baramee, her account is in Facebook. And told me she was use power from meditating to test and killing me from Suan Mokkkh and there were some monks overthere were helping them. I was trying to post this news to Windy Baramee on her Facebook page that there is someone use her name to threatening me and want to kill me many 10 times but I cannot post this information to her account.
I do believe I don't have Schizophrenia or bipolar disorder. I feel every single hurt they do to my body. Also talked to me badly, rudely and threatening.
Finally I would like to tell that I heard from them there are some good monks died from trying to help me.
There are some powers from meditation can hurt bodies and kill people.
Until now they still have fun with making my body hurt inside. I would like them to stop but I don't know who they are and I don't know where to ask for help.
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Dear All,
I was diagonosed to have Schizophrenia in 2009 after I went to retreat class for 7 days at Suan Mokkh in Chaiya , Suratthani, South of Thailand.
Around the 5th date in the class when I was meditating, there was something happened to me, my head was forced to open mouth widely and turn my face up then I saw the light flew from the sky into my mouth for a few secs. After that day I hear the voices talk to me.
After the class I went home, my family brought my to the Srithanya Hospital(Mental sickness hospital). A couple weeks after that I went back to work in Toronto and also went to Toronto East General Hospital. I met with the Dr. Wayne Cambell and Patti Hamilton, RN at department of Psychiatry. I had medications for years and the voices had gone.
I went back to Thailand in 2012 and stay for few months, the voices come back and talk to me like there are about five people talk to me. They are very kind and made me laugh everyday.
A couple years after that there are more people talk to me and I heard from them that they are human I knew in Thailand. Some of them talk to me like they are group of people are trying to test my body, some people lie about their names and always angry and screaming when they cannot get what they want. some people show me that they can control my bodies every functionalities include organs inside my body, for example my heart beating they can changed to many rates, they almost stop my heartbeat, breathing also hurt my organs inside my body. they hurt my brain, make me cannot sleep for many nights, they sent many terrible scarely pictures to me, they send me a big death worm to my room.
Last night on 5th December 2015 they test my body badly, some good voices told me they killed 5 people who meditate for long time and trying to save my life and my cousin. they test my body by hurt my vagina also threatening me that they sent cancer cells into my body and send a lot of
ugly cancer pictures to scare me. I felt like they was putting many things into my vagina and it was very hurt. they told me they were putting many bad things into my ass through intestine also and I felt hurt in my ass along through intestine and some organs inside my body allnight.
They made my ear was very hurt for two times. the first time many months ago there was water came out for ear a lot and very hurt have to went to the doctor, and they hurt it again last night.
In this morning(6th December 2015) there was a woman voice was very angry and screaming. She told me she want to kill me, I was trying to ask her name many times, finally she told me her name is Windy Baramee, her account is in Facebook. And told me she was use power from meditating to test and killing me from Suan Mokkkh and there were some monks overthere were helping them. I was trying to post this news to Windy Baramee on her Facebook page that there is someone use her name to threatening me and want to kill me many 10 times but I cannot post this information to her account.
I do believe I don't have Schizophrenia or bipolar disorder. I feel every single hurt they do to my body. Also talked to me badly, rudely and threatening.
Finally I would like to tell that I heard from them there are some good monks died from trying to help me.
There are some powers from meditation can hurt bodies and kill people.
Until now they still have fun with making my body hurt inside. I would like them to stop but I don't know who they are and I don't know where to ask for help.