You are the lucky one person, not many Thais kids will have a good options like these. Of course, live alone is very tough, especially living overseas faraway from your family. BUT it will make you robust and inject the strength immunity for you to handle your life by yourself. I cannot tell you which one is correct or wrong, but it was happen to me before. First few months were very hard to adapt and get used to culture, temperature, foods and surviving, but now it is very smooth and feel proud in myself when throwback to the day at the airport. I have known many Thais student (around your ages 15-18 yrs) studying at the school where I am working with. They have the same problems as you, loneliness, not fit in the cultur, problem about foods, homesick but they can pass all of these when the time have been passed. You can do...