went on facebook wander over to my friend is showing his accomplishmetn,  success
i just instantly melted down to the abyss, right now feel totally shitty, feel like nothing but a trash
ive countered this kinda issue beforem, so i was tryi to subside my socialmedia gliding
bc i do love to beat myself up  (btw to abjure from social media is like run away fro mthe turth, personally i hate that way to cope problems)
know this is temporary due to my forking chemicals in brain

i might be like pathetic being or a loser for you
it's alright i know it's okay for me

much appreciaed to yall anyway
i just 

u know

y me god 
am i total failure