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I hope this message will reach you soon because I am not brave enough to send you the direct msg. anymore.

Idk how many times that I have told myself to stop, however it's been six years already.
Six years that I gave everything to "someone". I think I have learnt how to give enough.

I was there when you needed help. I was there when you called me.
I was there whenever you needed someone to cheer you up.
I was there whenever I knew that you were not okay.
On the other hand, you had never known it.
Or maybe you knew it but you just ignored because I was not the right person for you.

I have never expected anything in return, but sometimes... just sometimes

I always gave you chances, but you know what, I forgot to ask you if you wanted it.
It was so hard for me to tell you about my truth feeling. I knew that u had never asked for it.
You had never asked me to tell if i like you.
However, I still wanted to let you know. I dicided to tell you.
I just wanted everything to be cleared.

Now, i know...
I should stop pretending that Idk what the feeling that you gave to me...
I always acted like I was fine. But no, I was/am hurt so bad.
I cried and I cried.
I dreamt about you so many times.
And you know what was the funny thing?
You made me cry even in my dream.
Even you made me cry, I was so happy to see you.

I am glad that you find someone that you like,
and she likes you in return.
But a part of me I am not okay at all.

It is the day that I hurt so much. I feel like I am torn in many pieces.
I dont wanna see myself cry for someone who had never cared about me anymore.
After all, I realized already you have never liked me.
Meanwhile, you have never told me that u like me either.

I love you. I love you so much but, I should tell you this...
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I... bye.. you